I was once again tricked into her clutches of The abandoned. why?!
Did u summoned me to sch, for the sake of printing the pyps, i am very grateful however even suggest me to stay back after to study whuch ended up i was put to spending miserable time alone in the library.
I have to stop asking why in fact, because firstly, u dont deserve my attention anymore. Just like how u post a million messages on facebook, also how u tell me ur habitual crying spirit revoking.
Secondly, ur attitude was bad. I wonder the friendships u have, are they real? And despite u really like laode, i will still have to distance myself. Its an official thing starting from now.
Initially, i thought it to be as simple as possible. Probably my dislike towards u is the cause of my outing with ur ex boyfriend. I did that out of care and according to ur wish. But my sacrifice, apparently what i did wasnt appreciated and definitely not wothwhile. These series of events caused resentment between me and u. Unresolved feelings involved is destroying, digesting on our supposedly ‘friendship’, the onltybond we have so far.
I am not going to bother even if u cry urself to death. I must not. U are just using me as ur venting pillow, crying device, and if u needed any help, i seem to become a target. At first, i am glad i am a reliable friend to u, but subsequently, i became dispensable! Moreover! U only tend to stick to me when u have troubles to clear, frustrations to release, stress bugging u, or ur exs. If not, i am useless and our bond is meaningless. How do u call thus a friendship?
She even called me bias, telling me off on the part i look uglier in her photos as compared to my christmas photos! Of course i do, because the longer time i stay with u, the uglier i become. I repel from u because i wasnt good enough to ur high expectations.
Me myself wouldnt stoop so low ur standard trying to care anymore. Any way, though Qad doesnt share the same view as me, she is able to understand the pain i ve went thru, coming down to pass me maple and chat with me! 😀
Everytime i talk bout Qad gets me excited weee
We re going to mbs countdowb this year! And everything will be fun and naise and beautiful! With my mama, laocheng & laopei just wouldnt bear to step out of the house! Grr
Laoyi’s sentosa countdown tickets couldnt fetch any buyers as well. Well, she can go with pap i guess. Since both are above 18 yrs old, pap is asbove 60! Haha
My going to be very old parents, please be well next year! Everything’s gonna be alright!
The chezels Qad left me is superb delicious! Yummy! Waiting for mama to drop by boonlay so she can pick me up.. .and give me fooooood yipeeee!
Thunderstorm in bl right now, feeling cooler. Thanks God for all he did to love me. I am grateful and happy. Despite the adversity, i am living well and good. And sincerely to ching, goodbye:)