The older i get, the more it dawns on me that i was a particularly doted individual.
Of course what i am trying to clarify here is not like i am somebody who openly craves for a male’s touch or being the teachers’ pet.
Lets put it this way, im the making love style. Haaaaa not the sexual type though, but sensual.
Since birth, may be due to me being the first kid in my family, i was the most attention catching child in my entire family even among friends. I bet i look cute, because i was already very self concious by the time i reach kindergarden age.
Base on the picture evidences, i had millions of ingrained poses in me, like a model but i rmb none by today.
That was before i changed my name.
It really did have an impact in me, i became less demure, less bitchy, more bold and reddish, less frequent visits to the hospital, but more to clinics. Does grown taller counts? Ouh that should credit to my genes,not name haaaa
I always find my life a drama. Its so dramatic i thought it only happens in movies. But yet i face them all. Its so damn happening!
Put those bad experiences aside, we all have ups and downs in our lives. Today, im up and up only.
First and foremost, i want to say a big and wonderful thank you so much message to those who treated me right, allow me to be a part of their lives. Thank#sssssssssss.. .
I will just use initials here, so it will be more obvious who is who haha!
JR. He is indeed one day younger than me, and kinda the first guy who ever taught me the art of gift.
The penguin soft toy and bouquet of flowers under my desk are lost by naaaaaaw. My apologies & i really love it. I was so damn excited i showed it to my mummy, remembering back then i did so while she is hanging clothes out to dry not listening.
AN. She’s really from heaven. Because of her, i learned how close a relationship can happen between two girls. And how jealousy kills, damn kills me frm inside out until i lost her on my birthday 2004. She will be coming back in a few years time.
JO. This vicious girl at the same tie also the most fragile girl i ‘ ve ever known so far. On the surface, she spit in me with vulgarities, yet able to win Over my sympathy in the end. she taught me to never judge a person by her actions 100 percent.
JOY. The girl whose bicycle i fell from after a monopoly game at her house. She taught me how to give it all to have a try and be brave despite me developing the phobia of cycling after that.
JOES. the guy who i remember staying back in sch with me to arramge the chairs told me who he fancy. When i fell frm a bike, he treated my pain and helpEd me to move on. Later on, he went out with one of my gf but failed. Now a boyfriend of my cca mate for 6 years.
The two seniors if mine back in bvps i forgot their names, thanks for the advice and guides and example of being a senior. Because when i am one myself. I became like them showing support to my juniors.
Thanks my playground mates, a dozen of them, and the pair if twins whi actually remembered me some time back ago, able to recognise my back view and my name.
Special thanks to the guy who is my companion for p1 orientation, who is so tall, ive never been able to see his face at all. Thanks for teaching me how to enjoy an ice cream during recess time.
LSY. Thanks for ignoring me for years and taught me how to wear a mask to defend myself whereas possible. Spending our time walking home every single day.
HH. Thanks for letting me listened to 5566 songs on the phone back then. and the long chats on the phone. and many more.
MAL. The first guy who taught me what us romancing. And how to play badminton like a bosssss. And the eat tomato & curry sauce daaay.
FAR. She ‘s my best neighbour ever. Borrowed a malay costume frm her on racial harmony. We run miles tgther. Last seen ard bukit batok years ago.
ZY. Who used to play computer while i listened to my songs sitting on the same chair. Whats so fun about battleton uh? Just monsters slahing each other with a metal stick.
BF. The guy whose tamaguChi was broken into half because if regina. And he inly wants back half if the original price as a compensation.
So many.. .gosh
HW&KL. Who stole my ez link card and given me fun, alsi threatens me for money. Ended up in principal’s office cause i reported it. Shook hands and thereafter.. .
I think i can never ever finish this ever. But great thanks to them all.
They all taught me much, and certainly doted me in their very owns ways.
Just like hw laode used to give me pats on my head, i really felt alright after the encouragements.
JU. Glad he never woo me in the end. Because i was glad he bonded with my family so well. A fun person to be with. And a great challenge because he’s always first in class and my target for me academically.
MZ. My ex who treated me like his goddess. Pampering, caressing, loving me ineveryway he can. And glad he ‘s my first love. I will never ever forget him ever.
J. This person is aan angel. I’m glad we connect on a spiritual level somehow. He has got this healing ability to cherish. He can heal people of their pain! He’s everything i wanted in my life and in a guy. But thanks God i walk away. Because he deserves so much better.
DA. Ching’s soon to be ex. i got to thank him for making me realise how strong love is. Because he attempted to tease me and grope me in a way to make me feel loved again (thats what he said). And made me found out that love can never be replaced on any level. He failed but i learned sth new, or maybe i knw that all along. But his actions reassured me all the more.
Many guys appeared in my life more than i can imagine and made an impact so etched in my heart couldnt be washed away ever. Gratitudes and respect.
MY. Thanks for showing me in every aspect how determined a guy can be in going the extra mile for a person u love. also how a man can be overbearing, selfish, jealous, incorrigible because of greed, but yet still love a girl all the same. Thanks uh!
NEHNEH. Hold on. Why i thank my neh lol. For growing and growing non stop, so fat already. Just joking. Thanks for being there to remind me how magnificent i am.
CAL. U are a great guy. Thanks for the comfort and support. This tissue guy here is attached to one of my ex gf.
XIN. she was awesome. Totally awesome! She is me. I am her as simple as that. And complicated as it is. But we are one great pair. I want to thanks for for being herself. So that i can be myself.
MUMMY. She just called to say she wants to go out with me. But i was booked. A daughter should put her mummy her piority right? Thanks for calling, because i will be cming dwn later.
I realised i skipped all my sec sch ppl. Entire school. Because i have no space to squeeze in a thousand people.
Anyway. I will update when i have the time. My brain is so much faster than my fingers typing. So i may need a day time to finish.
All in all, thanks for doting me in all the ways. I appreciate that.