Signed up for a new phone!
Because I wanted to best benefit from my student status as much as possible before I graduate.
And have to pay like an adult later in my life.
What’s good bout this phone is that.
I can Whatsapp my Hyperion campers, also spam messages without having to care for my usage.
Just that with the local data bundle, can be a huge distraction for me.
Currently finding my three M1 numbers, QAD is the first 😀
I love M1, sunshine phone line!
Though it is not comparable to Singtel or Starhub in technical sense, M1 still won the race in being service oriented after all.
The Xperia model which can defend against dust, dirt as well as being waterproof is just so attractive.
But I doubt I needed a phone with this features, I don’t live in a harsh environment?
School will be starting in a months time.
I will be sloughing hard on the fields, mugging most of the time, and having some great time doing activities, and lastly concentrating in lectures, and exam-focused.
Extremely intense but I love it! Hope I won’t stroke lapse from overly high adrenaline rushing.
Will be watching STEPUP3 and dinner at cineleisure this FRIDAY woohoo! With hyperion.
While I get my Facebook up. It’s been a hard time arranging things. And looking thru every single corner of my wall.
Trying to get a better presentation of myself, also motivate myself to keep an optimistic attitude in life.
Since they re no financial problems any more about my education, I should put in 101% into my studies, and chiong for my two critical years!
My mind must be cleared before I start school! My new year resolution is to stay geek for the entire Nutrition major.
And my wishes for Christmas shall be more friends in university, build up trust, faith, strength in my long-term relationship with the rest.
It is only mid Autumn moon festival and I’m so hyped up for everything else!
I want to go on a Holiday! But it’s soooo cold.. .brrrrrrrr
Yesterday I came back to BoonLay. I insist because no matter who is in the wrong, no matter what happens, even if my pap killed somebody or what. There is no way I will isolate him at BL. Times I find it hard for him to cope on his own and my kins are staying down Merah.
So I will initiate to come home and accompany my pap. I know my presence means something. And that I will definitely not regret, as I did my best, years down the road.
I went JP and outside Guardian, there’s a newspaper stand showing WAN BAO, and I read the front cover stating there is a women charged for stripping her student naked and humiliate her in front of her school. This is atrocious. And it reminds me of my mum, yes.
My mamee used to do that. It is a torture for me physically and mentally. I mean up till now I still remember how my neighbours looked at me with those pair of eyes. Then I remember telling Vivian (ex girlfriend) ‘s mummy during a dinner at her house, that I love my mummy no matter what she does.
And I did it! woohoo 2 cheers for myself hip-hip-hurray! 😀
I manage to forgo any hatred I have for her, to understand and love her because my mum, she may not be the best, but she is for me in the least. She had been a great mum taking care of my needs and such, my most powerful PA. So why would I neglect her?
I shook with fear, rooted to the ground beside the newspaper stand, memories play back. Then suddenly I was in the present. I am standing well and strong. I knew instantly I won the war. The battle between me and my past.
And my dad, who cares if he used to cane me like I’m a soft-toy, stepping onto my pride, and breaking my ego. Always screaming at me, hurling hurtful remarks and words when he’s drunk, he is still my pap after all.
As the eldest daughter in the family, what I can do is forgive, just like how they forgive me when I did things wrongly. For example sleeping in with my ex.
And I meant it literally, whatever happened that night still vividly stays on my mind. I am conscience-clear, and would rather not explain in details, though QAD knows everything 🙂
I am grateful for I am still human after all the adversities. I still crave for love and yearn for it. I still long for care and relationships. Isn’t that great? All the negative impact heals with time. And positive ones stays and fought my battle.
Being nostalgic is one thing, but being gracious and able to give whatever you take is the king. I don’t have to remember. I don’t have to forget. I just have to let go, give it all to God and let him take away my pain and sorrows. Give it all to him, let him open my heart. Cleanse me of my soul of evil acts and thoughts. I need freedom. Best way to free ourselves is actually to not become emotionally attached to Satan. Isn’t it?
And how I define Satan is anything against God, and anything against me 🙂
Thoughts are really powerful, they can change lives. Depending on how do you use them exactly. As for me, I play videos in my brain. I let it run all day and shut it down at night. Do things systematically, and I got it! *tada*
The hardest transition in my life, in fact, is when I suggest changing my phone into a smart one.
The very first time I step into the Samsung store and I stare at all the models, feeling dizzy.
I felt like crocodiles in my stomach (pun fully intended)
YUCK was my reactioon every store I visit until I settle down in M1 retail store.
KNOW WHAT? THEY PROVIDE CHAIRS for me! (for their customers to be exact)
And I felt like I’m in heaven~
Okay no time to be exaggerating as if I own M1.
But I’m lovin it 🙂
-Hug my phone- x3x3