I lost my voice, am still trying to sing a proper song for an hour.
No sore throat, just can’t seem to talk any more.
It is not that I want to friend zone you
But the Budd I once knew was gone.
Just because your girlfriend ran away with another guy, does not imply I am single and available for you.
Just because you once gave up a chance to be with me, and chose to woo another girl,
does not make you inclined to compensate me.
Just because you fucked an innocent girl, and you cannot even spell her name right, that is why she left you, just because, does not mean you can come back and want me.
To be with me or to own me.
You’re just like Ju.
Just like MY.
It is no wonder MY called me in the past, and I mistook he’s you. So I talked on the phone with “you” for hours.
On a part of earth, there’re just some guys who belongs to the group name Desperation.
They can do anything and everything in order to gain a girl’s favour, and to win them over naked.
But not me.
Please do not target me:)
I am not hurt. Because it shows that my taste is very fine.
I only love those who deserve my attention and heart.
Yes, you did so much things for me to mention.
Cooked a tub of fish mee-sua on my birthday,
used to come over to my house when I’m sick, and wash my plates for me.
Watch TV together.
Talked on the phone for hours.
And I believed by far,
LaoDe is still the best guy I ever seen in terms of honour-ability.
I certainly do not wish to compare, because if I do, nobody will survive the test.
I don’t like to judge people.
So far, LD is the one and only guy I’ve met for years,
who don’t ever ever get infatuated with me like how the guys out there did.
He doesn’t take friends for granted. You can be his favourite without having to stead him.
He treats his friends good, fairness and square. He will treat his girlfriend/wife better.
You hardly see any guy who’s like this any more.
The Mr Nice guy 😀
Cannot even see any girl who is this nice either.
Girls are really into their boyfriends and stop caring about the world at all.
Think it takes time, for sense to settle, when maturity process starts.
Some things that used to be important, may deem useless at a later stage of life.
I don’t need a boyfriend.
I don’t want one either.
So I am single and not available.
Please respect my wish:)
-Back at Work-
I ate a pack of canned tomata dipped tuna fish, cooked Kailan vegetables with salted fish bits, stir-fried long green beans with carrots for lunch. My CHO are a bowl of white grainy rice, then fried-rice (typical with the three type mixed-vege and egg) and tomato based fusilli spag. Another bowl of thousand island fruit bowl salad, a bowl of water-cress soup, and lastly cup of warm barley drink. All for free ^-^
YUMMY! I skipped the fruit, cos there’re no BANANAS Just green apples every day
I missed out the muffins, because there’re gone in seconds. chocolate muffins with fillins are nice~! Then I heard the Durian season is happening in RWS! Because they’re importing tons into the office just for the price of …I forgot. Well, the dumpling season too 😀
They’re providing it starting from…! I forgot. Because if I remember, I will get heavier and heavier ):
I am now 58kg already, because I moved in with mameee and moved into RWS.
If I go back to BL after all this eating season (three months),
My face and my buttocks will go back to the VU shape like before!
And my weight would decrease to 48KG D:
Then it will be a bit more normal than my current BMI of 22 D:
Out of beauty range, haha!
Taken from the BMI website:
If your BMI is between 20 and 22:
This indicates the ideal, healthy amount of body fat, which is associated with living longest, and the lowest incidence of serious illness. Coincidentally, it seems this ratio is what many individuals perceive to be the most aesthetically attractive.
But I wanna have a BMI of 18 🙂
If your BMI is below 20:
This indicates a lean BMI, which means you have a low amount of body fat. If you are an athlete, this can be desirable. If you are not an athlete, a lean BMI can indicate that your weight may be too low which may lower your immunity. If your BMI and body weight are low, you should consider gaining weight through good diet and exercise habits, to increase your muscle mass.
So, if I go back to 48, I must everyday work-out hahahahaha! *o*
But the food are sooooo nice at my working place >.>
I must walk around more often!
And do many OTs starting from now!
Even PAP says my body look grossly fattened, 肥到吓死人.
Laoyi says, to PAP it is a miracle for somebody to grow so fat in a short amount of time, because he has yet to see one grrrrrr
Fat lion no growl 😀
also, at times I wonder what happen to Xin.
i don’t call her Sunshine any more I guess.
Name her “Raines” will be more suitable for the time being.
I know I cry like her, she cries like me.
We both shown empathy in our conversation.
We share the same in-born characteristics of being emotional.
Very emotionally attached to our surroundings, the people and the deeds.
Therefore our moods are easily influenced by others more than ourselves.
Think the cup of precipitation needs some stirrer.
The flood needs a capable draining system to carry it through.
I’ll have to meet her one day soon. She don’t have to turn to me, I shall turn to her instead.
Maybe bring her to some dance party to cheer her up? :p
Le me research what are some of the best place for Libras to hang out.. .
And leaving the widest space to share with my QAD:
I know it is a tough battle with you and your colleagues. I saw the posts. While I am having some problem with my temps at RWS, it didn’t seem so bad, nor agitated. They too was from another department though the 3 girls and 1 guy sat surrounding me in at my workplace. I was sitting in the middle. The very first day was hard.. . they giggle a lot, because by making noise heard, they felt satisfied. Conformity occurs in groups. I do understand that. I grew up fighting in groups, not a female gangster haha especially all girl cliques. Girls’ are in fact too sensitive to keep themselves hidden. These kind of bitches needs hell loads of attention and help.
I am not sure why I chose to ignore the kids sitting round me. Day by day.. things get better. I am not tolerating, but I just seem to be able to ignore. Of course, I would not suggest you to ignore those creepy crawlies hogging on your twitter page.
But don’t getting yourself too upset. They don’t deserve your attention, nor the right to waste your time:)
Whatever they’re saying is not you. Words don’t hurt, if you make sure they don’t go into your organs. I meant heart or brain. stay clear of twitter for the time being, or maybe don’t exchange words or glances with them at workplace. I believe if things goes on with this pace, there might be a fight. Don’t call yourself keyboard warrior 😀
Because they’re the ones. You can ask if justice is there when a potential lawyer student is making such a fuss. I can tell you, most successful people out there have distorted personalities. Pity their parents, their upbringing and the society and themselves. Shame on them to bring forth such attitude and the portrayed image. Save your time and pamper your soul:)
I shall treat you to something nice someday! and will still love you no matter what! Hope this can be a form of encouragement to you. I am one crazy anti-bully activists. Haters gonna hate.
Let love fill you, and peace surround you. Summon the courage to defend, justice will proof its existence one fine day. And that day will come.
To my beloved QAD x3 some photos for you!
Remember, close your eyes.. and I will be at your back, always supporting you!
I promise, we’re go around places during August, wherever you want to go, I will be there with you:)
Do all the things you like to do but never got a chance to.
Will be the world’s softest hug-gable bear for you when time comes! (still building up fats)
Make good use of blog and social websites for the beautiful things you wanna keep thru-out the rest of your life:)
And this Jap video (R3) no worries >o<
God, I hand her to you. May you blessed her, for she’s a wonderful child.
Your faithful child 🙂