Housewife

That’s my Mama’s role

But I took over since she left the house

Years after I learnt independence, I finally understand how to be like one in real

Washing clothes without spinning-dry function to save electricity,

Boil water just enough for myself and the family without filling it to the brim

Hmm, many more, single-parent family, may not be so bad after all(:

Happy

Perhaps not?

Wasn’t thinking much until today, while doing my preparation work to go hunting tomorrow in different national libraries

Did I make a wrong choice?

But to be fair, I need to

The way he clarify out loud in the lift, to make use of me in his work

The sarcasm send chills down my spine, definitely not comfortable

worst,it make me feel that I’ll regret in no time

How can a person tahan a backstabber, betrayer?

Reminds me, how can QAD tahan me…

So is this a punishment or just me bad luck.

But I suggested this, how could I regret? Gonna slap myself later -.-

Happy

Perhaps not?

Wasn’t thinking much until today, while doing my preparation work to go hunting tomorrow in different national libraries

Did I make a wrong choice?

But to be fair, I need to

The way he clarify out loud in the lift, to make use of me in his work

The sarcasm send chills down my spine, definitely not comfortable

worst,it make me feel that I’ll regret in no time

How can a person tahan a backstabber, betrayer?

Reminds me, how can QAD tahan me…

So is this a punishment or just me bad luck.

But I suggested this, how could I regret? Gonna slap myself later -.-

Happy

Perhaps not?

Wasn’t thinking much until today, while doing my preparation work to go hunting tomorrow in different national libraries

Did I make a wrong choice?

But to be fair, I need to

The way he clarify out loud in the lift, to make use of me in his work

The sarcasm send chills down my spine, definitely not comfortable

worst,it make me feel that I’ll regret in no time

How can a person tahan a backstabber, betrayer?

Reminds me, how can QAD tahan me…

So is this a punishment or just me bad luck.

But I suggested this, how could I regret? Gonna slap myself later -.-

Nightmare

Bad dreams are not frequent for me, at least, not for the past few years.

 

Or should I say, I always have beautiful dreams.

 

Was freaking exhausted today, due to it being Friday, went straight to bed when I reached home.

(I need to mention I bathed)

 

And there I woke up from the horror seconds ago, recalling how heavy, how emotional of me in my synthetic virtual world.

 

Humans are fragile, but never have I known, so much more when it comes to emotions. Mental torture is really worse than physical; I wonder how we survive all the ordeals to this century.

 

How genuine is it when we cry from our heart not from our eyes.

 

To subdue the fear in us, is actually not to withdraw from it, not to avoid but to face it.

 

It is so damn vivid still, that my notebook was once again gone.

 

The scene is a Library (a place I love so much in reality when it becomes associated with bad dream, it hurts that much)

 

She was with me all along; we walked out of the premises into the connecting streets with our heavy bags, walking against the flow of pedestrians.

 

Then suddenly, what in my arms were only papers, not the usual weight.

 

And how funny it is remembering she ran faster than me towards the building (high storey library) when I literally stood rooted to the ground.

 

*Mama walked past carrying envelopes*

 

Hmms, enclosed envelopes, looks beautiful; it’s about sending money over to another country to win a prize of 3k per month. I don’t understand?

 

Isn’t winning all about receiving?

 

Reader Digest, don’t even think it’s existing? Finance department.

 

Back to my topic, *MAMA shouts: your favourite tv showing now!*

Opps, I can totally understand why I’m not focused.

– Back in story –

We went to the receptionist counter to report my loss, when the staff dragged

(You see I can still remember those details, it’s amazing!) All our time and remains seated and doing her stuff.

 

I broke down, serious, I cry out loud and it stuns the library, those commuters stare at me as if I’m mad

And in the crowd, I saw a very familiar figure looming at a corner, he is laode.

– to be continued –

I need to watch TV LAH 😀

 

Always late

Again

Late and late and late and late

They say better late than never

but now I know better never than late

Because once late, I’d rather you don’t say

I’d rather you don’t go for lecture and be absent

Cos will only spoil people’s mood

When somebody is happily spending the day of their life

& only receive the news at the very last minute of the day

Bringing not contentment nor happiness back home but

only bothers me later on, and to dig out the matter once again

If you already cooled down, don’t talk about it any more

if not, do so immediately

As time passes , things change

Never ponder on bygones if not justice can never be done

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