Freaking Sad !

Its so long since i’ve wrote my last post.

I’m not a regular blog writer, but when times or things come to a state where i couldn’t control, i always turn to blogs for salvation.

I’m freakin’ sad today.

Life’s always at its worst a certain day.

Today is just not me day.

I’ve had the worst belated birthday dinner ever.

I’m just meanie mean girl.

I dont care how it hurts anymore.

Maybe i dont even want to celebrate my birthday eva again !

Anyone or anything cause i gave up.

I really need to.

& Today, i nearly thought i saw him !

The guy who i dont even dare to miss after he breakup.

my heart nearly drop.

I hope its not him.

Maybe i do.

But whateva its him or not, i wish him the best.

(:

Afterall, those memories i still kept after so long.

I really do cherish em.

I wont forget him, but i will put everything behind me.

I wont shed a tear no more.

& THIS FUCKING OLD MAN I SAW

dragging his feet around the block area.

taking his dog out for walk is only an excuse

for him to show off

his talent

in DOG ABUSEMENT

IN FRONT OF CHILDREN

PLAYING AT THE NEARBY PLAYGROUND !

I hope he dies.

I am sorry, nobody deserves to die.

But its damn saddening

& i’ll never forget.

If there is any chance, i wanna

be

I REALLY SINCERELY WANNA BE

A VET IN THE

FUTURE !

AND

sorry for my closest

that i commented on

the dinner i’ve had

can be misunderstanding or what

but i cant take it anymore.

i need to blurt

BLURRRRTTTTT

OUT

EVERYTHING

i am freaking emo.

*EMO*

Shall settle down, get bright, get light, cool, chill, &

think it out.

IF there

is any progression

in my emotions,

then shall post ASAP 😀

All the best to this world !

With

LOVES.

laona !